tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6766075862879745476.post844538649885709366..comments2017-07-07T21:51:36.269-07:00Comments on Adventures in Gunder-Land: Maybe this is step 1...TeresaGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05961788105545409979noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6766075862879745476.post-16522134780170439302017-07-07T21:51:36.269-07:002017-07-07T21:51:36.269-07:00Everything you said is true. When my husband died ...Everything you said is true. When my husband died and left behind an 8 yr old and a 9 month old it was all I could do to put one foot in front of the other. Our children is the reason I made it through. I try to look back and remember but I know I was living in a fog just surviving on auto pilot and an antidepressant. I felt like I had noone to share my grief with, noone would understand and it makes people feel uncomfortable, not knowing what to say. I left counseling after about 4 visits. I told the counselor I didn't need it, I had it under control you know? I didn't and I still don't after 11 years. I push my grief and my emotions down so far because I don't want to deal with them. I cry as I write this and I still have that anger, that rage I feel about how unfair it all is!! You, you lost both of your parents in such a short time span. The pain and suffering along with the why's will never be answered until we see them again.<br /><br />"Life ain't for sissies"...isn't that the truth? All I can say is to pour yourself into your children as I know you already do and keep on. You are your children's legacy and your husbands love. Let that keep you moving forward. Keep talking to God and to your mom & Dad, they hear you. Xo KristinKristin Sanderlinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13230028166749095604noreply@blogger.com